LAZY

I feel lazy and tired and just not so bothered. But the laws of attraction are constantly playing in my mind. I have read and printed and researched so much pertaining to this topic. I have been really busy in trying to apply the practices to my life.

I started recording my video Blog, but God knows I'm in a I just can't be bothered mood, not even to journal. My meet up meeting is tomorrow and I already know that I'm going to have to drag myself to go.

I always have a rush when it comes to new things, but as the days go on, it gets harder and harder to continue with the same excited that I had when I started. Regardless I am going to sick it out........ Changing my regular pattern isn't going to be easy, I mean after all, I have lived this every day for as long as I can remember.

SO WHAT'S NEW?

Faith and the Laws of attraction:

My faith, I've always had the kind of faith that is half the size of a mustard seed, mind you not for others but just when it comes to having faith for things that directly pertain to me.

But I'll give the Laws of attraction this, it has certainly opened my eyes to the way I use to think and the way I want to think now. I mean, when faced with what looks like impossible circumstances in my life, I've always been nervy, fretful and more of a doubting Thomas than Thomas ever was when thinking that things will turn out just right, Yeah my lips would move and I'd recite the words but mentally I can't tell a living soul that I honestly felt that they would. And now since the Laws I suddenly I am so past wanting to live like that.

Now I'm not going to tell you that I've made a round about turn and am skipping merrily along in the right direction, but I will say that I've made a turn and there just over my shoulder is a direction that has a whole lot of light in front of it.

So get this, FAITH, I'm exercising Faith, not just my half a mustard seed variety but the kind of Faith that Disciples were mentioned for. HUGE SMILE..... I feel really good inside and I know without a shadow of a doubt that the universe is working for me in this particular area. I know that God has heard and answered my prayer, even without having received a verbal confirmation to that fact. In fact I know that I know that I know that I know and I believe from way down deep inside that I have started to put things in place even before the physical fact shows itself.

I'm attracting the very thing that I want and it is to powerful that the energy that I feel is so exciting that it has me shaking from not just NERVOUSNESS, but EXCITED NERVOUSNESS

Now I liken the new me to pulling against a really thick and rough rope, almost like tug of war, only the end of the rope is hidden. Even so, I know that there is something good at the end of it, even though I can't see it. Nevertheless, I've being let in on a Secret, The Secret which is, the Law of Attraction can and is working for me. So with each pull of the rope although I feel the burn against already calloused hands, (the negative thoughts that want to come) but I hold on tight regardless of the effort that it takes me to really focus on the good things that I am are at the end of the rope, that I am pulling towards me. And even though it's hard, the more I pull the easier it is, gets and will be to attract those things towards me.

I can't wait to share what it is that has taken place and as soon as I get the confirmation verbally I will........ But lets just say, the timing is so right.

INTRO

DISCOVERY

I knew nothing of "The Secret and Law of Attraction" until I stumbled on both during Youtube browsing, since then both have filled me with intrigue and an immense desire to follow the principles.

GOD

Although I love the Lord I can honestly say that the only thing that holds any substance in my relationship with Him is His love for me and my love for Him, because outside of my love for him I know that I don't really have a solid relationship with Him, it's like I've taken Him as a distant relation, who I know exists but who I don't really bother with. Yet, my love of God had me wondering about how these principles would appear before him, would they in fact cause me to dabble with things that I shouldn't. But upon further research of both The Secrets and Law of Attraction, I have found that it wouldn't be the case at all and that a solid relationship with God is in essence just about to begin and as a result I feel a comforting peace in order to continue on this journey.

CROSSROADS

Psalms 119-133 Order my steps in thy word: and let not any iniquity have dominion over me.

I have been at a crossroads in my life for quite some time, just standing still, because the paths ahead of me appeared as Miles and Miles of nothingness. That was until I stumbled on the Law of Attraction and The Secrets, and I began to listen to testimonial after testimonial. My steps are ordered.

MERCIES

21 But this I call to mind, and therefore I have hope: 22 The steadfast love of the LORD never ceases; his mercies never come to an end; 23 they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. 24 "The LORD is my portion," says my soul, "therefore I will hope in him."Lamentations 3-21-23

A devotional book, which I linked to from a YouTube Blogger's recommendation daily reading said, God's Mercies are new every morning. I can't begin to explain how good that was to know, I mean I smiled and was inwardly and outwardly happy, not that I've done anything terrible in my life but more because What it spoke to me was this, yesterdays cock ups, all of them are gone and God's mercies don't transfer over from the day before, they start new every morning. Now you might go to work knowing that your boss has you up in his heart for something you messed up with 2 weeks ago, No mercy, but God's mercies are new very single morning.

LAW OF ATTRACTION.

Like I said I stumbled on the Law of attraction, whilst browsing Youtube, and after clicking on various video blogs, I found myself captivated by everything that the video Bloggers had to say about the way in which the Law and the Secrets were impacting their lives.

OBSERVATION:

The more video Blogs I listened to the more obvious it was that everyone seemed really,

1. Happy

2. At peace

3. Excited about life.

4. Fulfilling their dreams.

5. Full of Vision

Stepping away from YouTube I began to search the web, and I came across the Law of Attraction book, cd's, dvd's, websites, groups, blogs, introductions to the Law of Attraction, testimonials, the book entitled "The Secrets." and local group meetings right here in my community. A whole new world, where no matter which link you clicked on and no matter who it was that was sharing their life experiences, the same elements existed.

Happiness, Peace, Excitement, Fulfillment and vision. All of which were pretty hard to ignore considering My life consisted of none of these. (note the past tense)

With that said, without any reservations whatsoever, I can clearly say I deserve the above too. So this is my story. My life following the Principles my Gift from God.